bah, humbug

I am grumpy. I found what I thought was the perfect Christmas present, then waited a couple of days too late to order it, and it was out of stock. So, I found it somewhere else, ordered it, and guess what, it's out of stock. So I'm going to try to cancel the order, and have to decide if I should try to order it from yet a third place, or take this as a sign that it was not Meant to Be, which would mean re-thinking things, and I thought I already had it all sorted out. *sigh*

I am listening to A Soulin' on repeat (by Peter, Paul and Mary) and it is helping cheer me up, though, because it is my absolute favorite Christmas song this year.